Piece of me

It raining outside and i'm crying inside,
i have a heavy heart,
there were dying by time,
there were no emotions left,
i'm drowning,
my heart is frowning,
no turning back,
frustrated,dissapointed,mad,sad describe me now,
it happened again and again,
i'm tired of being chased by,
it hurt me with the truth but never comfort with the lies,
sometimes i got tired of life and just lay on the floor and never wanna get up,
six letter,two words,hard to explain,
harder to do is move on.
they say,when you fake a frown,you hurt other,
but fake a smile,you hurt yourselves,
so,all you need is a beautiful fake smile to hide the injured soul,
And they were never notice how broken you are,
Again and again,
till the time pass,
hopefully they slowly heal,
without no one noticing,
cause i could never bear the sympathy ,
there no excuse can be made,
move on and survive,
Strive for better were my priority,
Everyone love happiness no one want the pain,
But you can't have the rainbow without a little rain,